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QUESTIONING THE LEGACY

Kat Cua sits down with daughter of Mizzou alumni as she talks about second-guessing her home

How about you introduce yourself before we get started.

You want me to do my tour introduction?

 

Yeah, that’s good.

Hey y’all, my name is Rachel Marcus, I’m a sophomore pre-nursing major from Birmingham, Alabama, and I’m a tour guide!

 

I know you just finished your freshman year, but before we discuss that, will you take us back to the college selection process? What made you consider Mizzou to begin with?

Honestly, my dad went to Mizzou, so I was born bleeding black and gold, and there wasn’t really any other option to go to any other school. It’s actually kind of funny—my older sister chose to go to Mizzou, and I got really mad at her because she was taking my school away from me.

Tour guide Rachel Marcus poses for her Tour Team headshot. Not only is Marcus a Mizzou legacy, but also a Tour Team legacy. Her older sister, Alexis worked as a tour guide during her time at Mizzou (photo: Shane Epping).

Since your dad is an alumni, was that a huge influence in your decision at all?

Well, growing up, I would always go to Mizzou games, and it’s really cool looking back on it now and just seeing how important this college was to him. It was the family that he always had, and that one school that was his home. And I grew up always kind of knowing that Mizzou was my second home.

 

Does your dad do anything for the university?

He does not work for the university, but he’s a big Mizzou alumni. He actually just got on the national Mizzou Alumni Board. He’s the head director for the state of Alabama.

 

Some people, when they look back to when they stepped onto their college campuses for the first time, they say they immediately felt a connection that they just knew it in their bones that they had to go to that school. It sounds like you didn’t even need to step onto the campus in order to know that Mizzou was the school for you. Would you agree to that?

[Shakes head vigorously] Oh, no, no, not at all. I remember, especially during Summer Welcome, I was walking around and I kept on asking my dad, “Is it okay? This does not feel like home to me at all. My friends keep telling me about going onto Auburn’s campus, and

how it feels so much like home, and Mizzou’s so foreign to me.”

 

 

If this was the case, why did you end up sticking with Mizzou?

It was kinda just one of those things where I knew in the back of my heart that Mizzou was going to be my home. I never really thought of any other school like that…but also at the time, when I did choose Mizzou, I never thought of all the hardships I was going to go through.

 

You and I have discussed this before, but will you talk about your first semester here? I know it wasn’t the greatest for you.

First semester was probably one of the hardest things in my entire life. I was always trying to find out where I fit in, and I felt like everyone already had their friend group, everyone already knew each other. I didn’t know anyone coming in to Mizzou. There were so many nights when I would sit in my room balling my eyes out because I didn’t fit in the Midwest. There were definitely times when I looked at applying to different schools such as South Carolina, Auburn, stuff like that...but I talked to my dad a lot and he said, “’Look, it was super hard for me when I went to Mizzou. I wanted to transfer. Your brother wanted to transfer, as well.” My dad and my brother are very social, and I kind of thought that if they were going through the same troubles as I was, then I should push through and see what it’s like in the next semester.

"IS IT OKAY? THIS DOES NOT FEEL LIKE HOME TO ME AT ALL."

What made you want to stay in the end?

There was a gut feeling that it could get better. I didn’t want to miss out and start all over again. I had already gone to a complete foreign environment, and I didn’t want to go to another foreign environment.

 

Did you think Tour Team played any role in keeping you here?

Oh, hands down. If I did not get on Tour Team, I would not be here today.

I know that for a fact.

 

What was it about Tour Team that makes you feel that way?

For the first time, I was placed around people who are real. I’m in a sorority here on campus, and everyone tends to act the same. Even in Greek life alone, but Tour Team was the very first time I was put in diversity. And being able to be myself around people who fully accepted me, because people were so different and they’re all so goofy in their own way, and they were so welcoming from the very moment I joined Tour Team, I knew that this was going to be my home.

 

So it is officially safe to say that you can call Mizzou your home now?

Hands down.

Marcus receives her besTTie, Brynn Thibault, during Tour Team's new hire class reveal on February 9, 2015 while other new hires (from left to right) Connor Jordan, Cristen Milliner, and Andy Thomas wait to receive theirs. Tour Team created BesTTies just this year to help better integrate future new hire classes

(photo provided by Rachel Marcus).

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